... Today marked the 4 week point. I have been an emotional wreck all f***ing day and I have been supported by my work team and many others - thank you to all of you - SERIOUSLY! Das and I checked the mail together again - this is part of your new norm. Torey used... Continue Reading →
Hardest Day So Far
My job allows us to work from home 4 days out of the month - something I have been grateful for. Today was the first time I was truly alone - I had to take the truck to the shop to get some things fixed so I couldn't leave for a breather... it should be... Continue Reading →
Three Weeks Ago as of Today …
... and it's not getting any easier. I had a dream that I was in the audience of a theater hall and Torey was in a play based on today's political environment. He was in his zone - right where he always wanted to be: an actor. He even made eye contact with me from... Continue Reading →
Something I had to do for T-Mitch
I had to return some equipment and supplies today on behalf of T-Mitch. En route I remembered all of the times he'd share his day-to-days with me and with Das. He'd get so animated sometimes if it was a great day ... and pretty low on other days when things didn't go the way he... Continue Reading →
Because… I Feel Like T-Mitch is Encouraging Me To…
I posted this sentiment on Facebook on 11.22.19: I lost the love of my life on Wednesday, November 20, 2019. I cannot even begin to express the way I feel right now. It’s beyond being in a state of shock. It’s a constant wave of emotions and it’s hard to make sense of any of... Continue Reading →